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Saturday, April 24th, 2010

Time:8:24 pm.
ugh fuck
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Thursday, September 10th, 2009

Time:5:17 pm.
i need this,please
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Monday, August 24th, 2009

Subject:I'll sleep in your grave.
Time:2:30 pm.
This Great Decay
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Wednesday, July 15th, 2009

Time:8:38 pm.
No more booze for me,forever, or for at least a while
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Tuesday, June 16th, 2009

Time:4:14 pm.
Im 25 today, and i have nothing to show for it.
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Saturday, May 9th, 2009

Subject:It was a good day.
Time:3:31 pm.
yessum
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Tuesday, May 5th, 2009

Time:7:12 am.
No one likes to hang out with me because I'm a joke,not true but that's how I feel.
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Monday, April 27th, 2009

Subject:Boring
Time:9:23 pm.
Im beginning to think that my life is really one big joke!
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Sunday, April 26th, 2009

Subject:Yeah
Time:8:52 pm.
"If you can't laugh at yourself, life's gonna seem a whole lot longer than you like."



A girl told me this weekend that she could see being together with me forever,but that she didn't want to right now.... such a cop out..
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Wednesday, April 22nd, 2009

Time:7:32 pm.
Mood: restless.
Three songs come into my mind that define the past 3 relationships that i've been in and they are as followed.

Blink 182- Josie

Death Cab For Cutie- Lack Of Color

Glassjaw- Ape Dos Mil


if you can match the name with the song, i'll give you a cookie




Oh and Patti had a party Friday, it was fun, then i went to the wings game A+, Some people bum me out, because they're stupid and can't think about other peoples feelings,it's just down right rude to tell you the truth.

I don't know,i think im wanting more than what i can handle right now,maybe it's for the better,or maybe im thinking too hard on trivial situations.


Summer get here, i know it'll be just you and me, but it'll be better than just me and the cold spring.
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Friday, April 10th, 2009

Subject:My brains the burger and my hearts the coal
Time:7:08 am.
Mood: melancholy.
You ever build up a situation in your head, knowing that all odds are against you? But you still think its going to happen, even though you're pretty positive that it won't happen? Yeah, that's what im doing.
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Tuesday, April 7th, 2009

Time:7:13 am.
Mood: artistic.
Kirk's birthday party was fun, it was good to see everyone all at once, there was a little tension though cuz Shannon,Phil,and my ex gf/bf's were there too, it wasn't awkward for me i have no reason to be. but it kinda bummed me out, Juli was cool and i some how screwed that up, shes a super rad chick and fun to be around,if i could do it all over again i would of been 100% in to it and not 40%, damn Tiffany for ruining that and damn me for not being over Tiffany at that time, on a lighter note, i bought a Korg micosynth and its super cool to play with, i also got a bootleg of wolverine, and its awesome, i jammed with Matt the drive in on Sunday and it was cool as well. Whats with this snow/rain/thunder storm deal? that was pretty intense, but cool/unwelcomed Haha.....hurry up summer!
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Wednesday, March 25th, 2009

Subject:While in limbo
Time:9:16 pm.
Mood: optimistic.
The summer is going to be upon us soon, and i cant wait. I really hope it's a change of pace from the past 2, less drama,more fun, i want to meet new people, and hang out at different places, im sick of hanging with the same group, all they want to do is go to the bar,or sit around,i want to be motivated, i want to be ambitious, i want to get back to basics. I need to put all my photography skills to use, i feel like i have not used them very effectively, i just want willing subjects and themes of interest. I hope this summer will bring me back to anew and i can get a breath of fresh air, and it all starts with me and my attitude towards my life, people have it worse off than i do, so i might as well do the best i can for myself.


Transmission Terminated.
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Wednesday, March 18th, 2009

Time:9:16 pm.
Im just so tired,i want the summer,i want demf,i want more city club,i wanna go to shows, i want to fish,i want to meet a girl,i want a life,oi vey
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Sunday, March 1st, 2009

Time:2:54 pm.
ugh forever!
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Monday, February 2nd, 2009

Time:11:32 pm.
Mood:Kill.
the weekend consisted of, smalls,city club,old chicago,stone pub, and dans house, good times





pourin' down hate and discontent like a mother fucker
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Sunday, February 1st, 2009

Time:4:59 pm.
Mood: awake.
Smalls,City Club, Good Friends,Good Times,Much Needed
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Wednesday, January 21st, 2009

Time:7:55 am.
Mood:lost.
Anyone want to move away? lets run away.
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Tuesday, January 20th, 2009

Time:8:38 am.
Mood: confused.
I still keep doing my own thing,keep calm and mellow,but it seems like nothing can go right,I'm to the point where I just don't care and let it happen,I feel mediocre,like there isn't a thing I can contribute to anything,I need a release,I need change,I need the motivation to do that,but I just don't give a damn these days. Fudge it.
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Thursday, January 15th, 2009

Subject:deaf ears
Time:7:09 am.
Mood:Fucked.
why do people feel comfortable with me listening to their problems and telling me about them like im such a good listener and advice giver? but when i have problems,no one cares or wants to try to help me, fuck you all.
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